So.. I have no idea how I forgot to update this. I update my fanlistings and everything and I forget about this. Part of me being suck and a commitment-phobe to diaries I suppose. Maybe I should just close this part of my site down since I rarely update as it is. When I find time between my full-time job and everything else, of course. Yaaaay work! Eating my life away and turning me into an old lady who’s always tired and lazy these days. Then again, I was always like that.

Cutting this short because I have things to do and I really have nothing exciting to talk about. Ever. I think 99.99% of this “blog” is me rambling.

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I feel even more out of the fanlistings world than ever. I mean it’s been a long time coming, but I really should clean out my fanlistings now. I still update them and whatnot, but I don’t know if I love ALL of them as much as I used to. Decisions, decisions..

In other news, I have a new job and I’m being all adult and stuff. Time is going way too fast and I’m so unsure about my future. It makes me anxious. I wish I could know that everything will be okay.

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Can’t believe December is half over. I don’t even know where this month has gone. Working 45 hours a week tends to kill the days for you I think. I’m exhausted all the time and by the time I get home, the day’s over for me. Being on my own is kinda weird these days. All of my roommates are in school so it’s just me and the boyfriend at home alone (if we both aren’t working anyway).

I’m looking forward to 2012 and the end of the world come the new year. Should be a great year! I hope. Keeping my fingers crossed for many things in my future.

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Winter is almost here and thank the lord for that. It’s still 100+ degrees in Southern California, which is weird since that’s summer and yet, we’re supposed to be in fall? Mother Nature, please be kind to us.

These days, I’m more than happy to stay at home, but real life beckons and I’m being such a procrastinator that it’s gonna bite me so hard later. Post-graduation, I’m feeling a little lost in what I want. I’m not sure what the future holds and as an OCDish planner, that really scares the bejesus out of me. Bleh.

Everyone around me is moving forward and I’m just stuck in one place with no idea what to do or where to go. 4 years of university and this is what it’s come to. The economy isn’t doing any better so it makes my generation’s future outlook pretty dismal still. Praying for good news sometime soon.

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Enough said.

Staying up til 4am before a long day was not a good idea, but I’m so so so excited that I got to register! Only a week to go and eventually, we’ll get to go in! Huzzah!

It’s summer and it sucks. I don’t see a lot of people with most of them gone and off doing their own thing and such. I hate hot weather. I hate the ants our house seems to attract. And it’s just too darn hot to leave the house. Bleh. Can’t wait for fall and winter.

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